September 2011
57 posts
“I pray because I can’t help myself. I pray because I’m helpless. I pray because...”
– C.S. Lewis (via helloevening)
Sep 1st
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August 2011
61 posts
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WatchWatch
5000candlesinthewind: Parks and Rec Season 4 Sneak Peek *CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS (OBVIOUSLY) SO DON’T WATCH IF YOU DON’T WANT TO KNOW* I have uploaded this for the sole purpose of allowing individuals outside of the United States the ability to watch this.  Sue me But don’t really sue me. I’m just trying to be nice Enjoy. Adam’s shirt in the preview tho. I like it. Also: pretty sure the...
Aug 31st
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Aug 30th
62,378 notes
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I hate how everyone on my Facebook is talking...
I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it so much. It makes me want to die I hate it.
Aug 30th
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Aug 29th
30,999 notes
I kinda wanna be an actor.
Aug 28th
Oh god why have I not seen The Blues Brothers till...
Aug 27th
7 tags
“The love of knowledge is a kind of madness”
– C.S. Lewis in “Out of the Silent Planet”
Aug 26th
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Aug 26th
800 notes
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Aug 26th
I really just want to go and live in Chicago and...
Aug 26th
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Aug 25th
4,258 notes
6 tags
Aug 24th
293 notes
7 tags
Aug 24th
25 notes
First day ofthe new job tomorrow.
I hope I meet some really cool and awesome new people?? I feel like there’s some deep life changing reason that I got this job, because everything just Lisa fell into place and I didn’t really even mean to take it but then bam! I did. It’s like a God thing. Anyways, I’m scared to think that cause I don’t want to be disappointed when it’s NOTHING but...
Aug 24th
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Aug 23rd
12 notes
The lonliness did not wait a second to swoop in.
This sucks. Everything’s getting to me and the enemy is winning and I’m lonely and I want a boyfriend and people to hang out with and god, I just want friendships like the ones everyone else has that are so strong and pretty and perfect and in college. I’m just a lame kid stuck at home watching tv god this just sucks. /rant
Aug 23rd
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Aug 22nd
65 notes
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Today: My friends left. Matt died three years ago. I was constantly reminded my life is going nowhere. But also today: I was distracted. I was okay.  I had a good time. Nothing’s really hit me yet. hmmmph.
Aug 21st
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Aug 20th
19,095 notes
I hate being nice to rude, angry people but I love...
In short, compliments from angry people are probs the best. (Killing them with kindness actually works) I should be paid for this.
Aug 20th
Aug 20th
1,999 notes
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WatchWatch
sherrilina: ruben-engel: Here’s a guy giving his hedgehog a bath :) I especially love all his hard-core tattoos, and then he’s being all sweet and gentle with this hedgehog! :p THAT HEADGEHOG IS THE CUTEST THING ON THE PLANET. I want one.
Aug 19th
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Aug 18th
1,475 notes
Aug 18th
1,877 notes
3 tags
Aug 18th
75,576 notes
That was mean
Aug 18th
9 tags
Aug 17th
33 notes
I just broke my dad’s foot. I need to crawl in a hole.
Aug 17th
(2) jobs.
I have recently acquired a new job at a snow cone shack. I am filling up my schedule. I will never have a free moment. That way I wont wallow in the complete mess and disappointment that my life has become.
Aug 17th
Aug 17th
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Aug 16th
22,265 notes
Nope, August still sucks.
Aug 16th
3 tags
Aug 16th
73 notes
coffeeandgrace asked: I really love the picture of you and the camera. <3 I also really love you.
Aug 16th
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Aug 16th
6 tags
Aug 14th
I think,
Now, I’m no sure. But I THINK today is a year. And I honestly couldn’t care less. You were pathetic, and I honestly think you need medical attention for that mind of your’s. It feels like five years, though. Hard to believe it’s only one.
Aug 14th
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Aug 13th
4 tags
My dream?
College. I have always changed what I wanted to be when I “grow up” but something that ALWAYS stayed the same was that I wanted to go to college. A university. I wanted to do it right, I wanted to spend money I didn’t have, and live in a dorm, and go to a huge class room and learn about things I actually wanted to. I somehow knew I’d be the first one. I somehow knew my...
Aug 13th
I went to the pool today
me: Marco
me: Polo
Aug 12th
Last night was another AMAZING night. Me and Cassidy stayed up talking till 3 AM. We literally talked about everything, and I just told her everything. I told her everything! I’ve never told anyone that. Never. I told her secrets I’ve kept for years and things I’ve never even said out loud, and I just told her cause she just asked. She simply asked. Ahg, it was so good I feel so...
Aug 10th
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Aug 10th
461 notes
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Something amazing happened last night.
I’m not even sure what, but God is so good. By bringing me literally face down, crying, filthy with sin and hurt and anger, crying out-praying out loud. Not just thinking the things I’m saying to Him, saying it out loud. I was hurt and angry and any human reaction to this would to be angry at God. To despise Him for bringing me to that place for no reason, out of the blue. I should...
Aug 9th
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Aug 9th
latenightadultery: i really wish i could get into clubs loud music and dancing gmh 
Aug 9th
Aug 8th
I've been very easy to tick off lately.
And very emotional. Like wow. ahg. Stop almost crying, it’s burning my eyes. It can’t be my period I just had it. This sucks cause that means it’s real. Boo
Aug 8th
Anonymous asked: "Awe thanks :’]
But you need your eyes checked hahaha cause in those pictures I had just got done working for eightish hours and sweating and painting and being frustrated hah but again thank you that’s sweet."

There's something about working hard doing truly helpful things that brings out beauty. Even with the sweaty paintcoveredness!
Aug 8th
-igaveyouall asked: i. love. your. blog!
i got to meet anton yelchin at south by southwest this year. i love him also.
also, you like amazing things. :)
Aug 7th